Not in love

I'm not in love but I like him. I like him enough to introduce him to my family, go on dates, and share secret moments. But im not in love I even like him enough to go all the way. I just really wish I was in love... i've just gotten over the love of my life and if i'm honest with myself i'm not completely over that. But this guy, this wonderful man that I want to give myself to i fear will never have me because i can't fall in love.