How bad is it that I’m pregnant and 8 weeks pp.

I just got a positive test. I’m terrified. Me and my husband want 2 kids and we literally just had our first. I feel so much guilt because I want to give all of my attention to her for a while. Our plan was to start trying in a year and a half. She’s literally 8 weeks old. And before I get rude comments: I was on birth control for 2 weeks before we started having sex without a condom. We had sex with a condom and one of the times it broke so I’m guessing it’s from that. I was on bc at that time too but only for a week and a half. I can’t even imagine having an abortion and the guilt I would feel from that too. but maybe I should get one so I can just take care of my daughter. I feel like if I had an abortion I would feel so guilty to ever get pregnant again. Idk how bad this is for my health too. Any advice ?