So I gained over 60 pounds in the last two years. I’m constantly struggling with my mind and body. Use to be on the wrestling team and martial arts prodigy. My fiancé got sick (cancer) I dropped everything and fell into a depression by giving all I have to make sure my fiancé is happy. Now I’m struggling to lose weight and I just feel really unhealthy. I weigh 181 pounds.

I just need help and motivation at this point... I’ve helped so many people in my life that I forgot I need to help myself.

I don’t want to start trying to have kids until I’m back at 125-130