I don’t think I’ll be a mother.

So, I’ve been trying to conceive for about two years now. I’m now in an a very great relationship, but he already has a kid with someone else. I don’t know how I feel about this knowing I probably won’t become pregnant. I probably won’t ever have a child. It’s hard it hurts. I want children so bad. I would be an amazing mom, I am so ready to have a little me running around. But my man, he has one. He knows how it is to be a parent, it’s very important to him. And I guess I feel left out?