Found out today that I am very early in pregnancy. Hcg is a level 8. Honestly, I’m so upset. My husband and I are in a great relationship and have a 2.5 daughter that I conceived with clomid due to fertility issues...

problem is, I’m a nervous wreck always. I constantly worry about my health and my hubby and my child. My anxiety has been bad since I was a child. My health has been a roller coaster. I have thyroid problems and worry about the next ailment. My kidneys and liver I dont think are top notch.. but biggest things is last week I had a CT scan of my head(was having headaches for 3 weeks straight) and have been taking steroids, Tylenol, Toridal shot, naproxen sodium, muscle relaxants detox tea and using essential oils on my body.. I am terrified I have caused major birth defects and cannot stand the thought of having a child who suffers..

I’m devastated. My husband and I agreed several days ago that now is not the time to have a baby and I need to focus on my health and then this happens.. I’m also Christian and making this decision is scary.. I’m not mentally prepared for a healthy child never the less causing harm to one for the rest of their life.