daddy kink???

guys...I think i’ve developed a daddy kink. and i’m abt to turn 16 btw for context. i’ve always known I was submissive but I came across this like pov porn audio talk to you as your “daddy” and i’ve never like gotten so wet. i’m still a virgin and the most sexual things i’ve done are nudes and porn. my plan was to stay a virgin as long as possible and I def wasn’t planning on getting into something like this but now i’ve made like a tumblr for it and I even posted some scandalous (nothing too bad only my stomach and a little under boob was out) photos. like i’m a christian girl😭 this is not where I belong I feel like but also I enjoy it. i’ve never had orgasms like i’ve had the last day and I feel like i’m just super horny bc of quarantine. idk thoughts? should I lean into it or try to pray it away😭😭😭 comment yalls thoughts