I’m so annoyed by him 🙄 wtf

I’m 9 months pregnant. My boyfriend and I have had sex maybe 8 times during this whole pregnancy. I’ve felt like shit about myself since I started putting on weight but I understand that it comes with having a baby and it’s natural. I’ve vocalized how I feel like he doesn’t find me attractive anymore, I’ve vocalized how I myself don’t find myself attractive. I still put in effort to try to have sex with him and I get shut down almost every fucking time. I’m annoyed as hell because as we’re walking out of target his eyes are glued to another girl so I’m like “what are you looking at?” so he knew I caught him. I know, he can look but he can’t touch but why can’t he ever look at me? I’m not looking that great right now no matter how much self pampering I do I feel like a whale and I’m not comfortable wearing a lot of things.. but like he shows no interest in me at all. Before I got pregnant he couldn’t keep his hands off me and now that I’ve gained some weight from carrying our child I’m just kind of not touchable. He still makes me feel special in other ways and he’s still affectionate but Jesus Christ it’s like I went from Beyoncé to Kelly price and now he’s just completely over it. Sometimes I want attention! I want to be looked at! I am not Kelly price! Ughhhh like sure sweatpants are all that fit me right now but still. Idk I’m over it.