Let me start off by saying I have Bipolar as well as Depression and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I'm 16 weeks pregnant and stopped my meds just after conceiving. 2 days ago I started back on Wellbutrin because I feel myself slipping into a very dark place. All I want to do is sleep. I'm finding it hard to do normal self care things like shower and brush my teeth. I have hobbies, photography baking and painting but have lost all interest. TV shows don't hold my attention, I just find myself curling up into a ball and facing away from the screen. I've shut myself away from my children because all I seem to do is snap at them and feel angry. My husband is dealing with his own mental issues so it's very hard to talk to him about how I feel. I feel lost and alone. I have no parents or siblings to reach out too, my mom passed away in 2007 and my dad in June of 2019. I dont know what to do anymore. I feel like I dont even know who Iam. Is there anyone who can relate? All of this shelter at home isn't helping at all either. All I can do is cry, and I dont know why I'm crying, is it for myself, is it for my kids, is it because I miss my dad....feeling so so lost right now.