Disappointment again!!

Soo I was getting a couple of symptoms from about 8dpo, they got worse as the time went on, I thought this could be the month as it had never happened like that before🤞🏾.

Started to spot last night so had my fingers crossed even tighter🤞🏾🤞🏾

Then first thing this morning AF came in full force😤!! Sooo upset!

How does everyone else cope with the disappointment time after time after time??? I’m really starting to struggle and my hope is slowly going away!!😢