Broke my own heart

I took a test like a dumbass. The one this morning was stark white but what if? Ya know....?

I looked at it like 30 seconds of dropping urine into it. I seen a faint line and was like “No freaking way!!!” I got sooo excited and put it down to clean the urine cup and wash my hands. Went back to it and it’s negative. I seen the damn line. Ugh.