Not getting my hopes up but also really....

HOPING!! ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ 12DPO tomorrow. Negative tests 8-10 DPO. Feel like Iโ€™m out because Iโ€™ve been having lower abdominal cramps and backpacks on and off all day. Cervix was low and kinda firm, and no discharge. But I have always been kinda nauseous the past couple days, no appetite at all, and now my cervix is medium, soft and my discharge is kinda watery and sticky. AF due on the 2nd. I havenโ€™t taken a test sense yesterday and I donโ€™t want to until AF is late.

What will be will be. Just trying to be hopeful because yesterday was just a miserable day for me. Totally depressed and just grieving another possible cycle without conceiving. ๐Ÿ˜ช

Anyone not get a positive test until later in their cycle? Maybe give me some sense of hope? ๐Ÿ˜ฌ๐Ÿ˜ฅ