Tomorrow will be a hard day for me. That’s when we had our scan with Charlotte. We left thinking everything was fine and announced to the world we were expecting our first baby only to be told a few hours later she wouldn’t survive. Monday will be 2 years since losing her and it will be my sons first birthday. Such a bitter sweet time. God im missing her seems like it gets harder every year without her.

The next few days are going to be really shitty