Verge of 18

At this point this is my only outlet and I need some positive advice. So my birthday is this month and I’ll be 18. That’s right a legal adult *sad yay*. The thing is my stepfather(I live with him and my mom) is extremely controlling and obsessive..not to mention just toxic. I’ve hated the way I’ve been treated over the years but never made a fuss out of respect for my mother. This man has multiple ways of seeing my location, has a tracker on my car, can see who I’m texting/calling..and has just about every password I’ve ever created-besides this one. I’m tired of the lack of trust. I have been a very responsible teen and will continue to be-I’m not even 18 and I will have an associates degree in arts next year. If things don’t change..I want to move out and live with other family.

Thoughts

I’m just mentally/emotionally tired and that’s an understatement. I hate how he makes me feel.

(Also he holds authority within our police department and has an all powerful mentality)