Just done

I'm a bad mom.

I cant handle this quarantine bs.

I get angry, frustrated, annoyed, too easy.

Every toy or activity I try to buy or do with my kids is a complete failure.

I'm depressed, obviously. Does anyone I'm around give a fart or try to help? Nope.

My husband works all day long and is only around for dinner and bedtime. He sleeps so heavy it's impossible to get him up during the night.

My 1.5 year old wont. sleep. He wakes up what feels like a billion times a night. Therefore, I dont sleep.

Now my 2.5 year old has been waking up in the night, falling asleep an hour+ after we lay him down despite it being the same time as always, and wakes up stupid early in the morning for no freaking reason.

Wtf is wrong with me? Why cant I do anything right? I love my kids. Like LOVE my kids, but I cant help but feel like I'm failing, hard.