I made myself cum for the first time.

I usually don’t masterbate, I tried for the first time like a year ago and did it two or three times in a two week span bc I couldn’t figure out why people liked it so much bc I couldn’t get myself off and I’ve had a bf for about 4 ish years now so I didn’t really care that I couldn’t do that to myself bc well I love having sex with my bf and we did it a couple times a week which is good enough for me. But bc of isolation I decided to give it another go. I tried it on 2 separate occasions this week and nothing happened. BUT TONIGHT! I decided to watch some porn of a guy fingering and eating out a girl and that got me going and so I went for it, finally found the rhythm and felt it coming and then went for the home run!

It felt amazing. I couldn’t believe that I actually did that to myself!!!

So my thing was I thought I needed penetration bc I love how it feels but nope! I think I used two fingers at first and i was kinda flicking my clit really fast for a little (this was once I already got wet and played with myself a little). And then all of a sudden I’m rubbing up and down over the whole thing with I thinkkkkk 3 fingers? I have annoyingly skinny fingers even though the rest of me isn’t that skinny. Starting going faster and faster and then I reached the big O, finally!!