#upset

cricket

Well because of virus and i cant do hospital tour like i was

supposed 2 today.

The lady who was going to do it plus go over stuff with us call around 11:15 am and asked questions and went over stuff with me and Matt and i very upset not only was not able to have visitors before with i under and only 2 couches. The virus is getting worse now so i can't have 2 couches now at hosptial witch hurts because i really wanted my mom as well as Matt and now i can only have Matt and also i cant have the nitrous oxide that i could have before i can only the epidural witch i don't want because of my minimal epilepsy and i am not sure how i would react to it. I now have to try and have this baby all natural