Need advice😥

Hey beautiful ladies has anyone done a DIY <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> at home and got any success been trying for 1+ year after my still-born baby 💔 desperate to try anything to fall pregnant 😪😥💔😭🙏🤰 I'm taking Blackmore vitamins aspirin folic acid vitamin D vitamin C I've been taking all these for past 1 years I have underactive thyroid which I'm on medication otherwise I am healthy I think it's just when you really want something it won't happen how do I stop knot wanting to have a child so I can fall pregnant💔😭