Miscarriage sorry for the long story

March 6 six days before my birthday I had a miscarriage I was 2months and six days pregnant I had gotten pregnant by my ex bf of 5 years we separated for a year and a half and then got back together then we decided to try for a baby he was so excited and then I got pregnant and he changed all of sudden he wanted nothing to do with the baby he wanted to still see me and all that but wanted nothing to do with the baby which doesn’t even making sense !!the day of my misscarraige I texted him that I thought I was having a miscarriage while I was at the doctor (he got back with his ex a month after my pregnancy he never told her I was pregnant ) at the moment of my miscarriage I wasn’t that upset maybe I was in shock but honestly I’m so sad and hurt by how i was treated my heart hurts so much i went through my pregnancy and miscarriage all alone and it was the worst ..after I texted him his gf read our messages and said horrible things to me

The sad part is I actually did lose my baby who in there right mind says awful shit like this .....I’m so sad with the loss of my baby and feel just so much anger and he doesn’t even care to apologize or even check on me wow