TWW in quarantine is making me insane.. how to cope?

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Anyone else in the TWW during this quarantine period? This is my first cycle on letrozole. I'm 9dpo., And I can't seem to stop looking for symptoms! And unfortunately, I have NO symptoms yet. Which is causing added anxiety. I had a full blown melt down just last night, got so triggered out of nowhere (I had a missed miscarriage in September, and sometimes the grief and anxiety just crashes over me out of the blue) .

On a lighter note, I've become a boob grabbing addict! (MY OWN BOOBS, not anyone else's 😂), sore and heavy boobs was my first indication of pregnancy the one time I was pregnant, so I keep grabbing my boobs unconsciously through out the day to see if they are even a little bit sore. They are not. 🙄 Not even a little.

This is the longest TWW of my life, especially being at home all day everyday. I'm literally going crazy.

Any of you in the same place? Maybe we can go through this together and things will be a little less crazy?

And ofcourse, I HAVE to ask this question, because apparently I love doing this to myself 😒.. Anyone got a BFP without having any symptoms at all?