I want a baby 🥺🥺

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Is it weird that for about two years now I’ve had baby fever I’m only 18 and me but I want a baby so bad I want to be loved by somebody who will never just up and leave me yk just the thought of creating a human being 🥺😍 me and boyfriend been together a year and some months not(not trying to conceive) but he makes really good money and we could definitely afford it but do I seem crazy for having baby fever? and I do plan on going to college but just for two years to get my associates degree as a dental hygienist/ assistant(I haven’t decided yet) I just want to start a family and a good career