I’m ugly

Guys I’m so depressed and sad nobody wants me I’ve been ugly my whole life, everyone have fine boyfriends and cute relationship and over here lonely. I played a prank on my boy bestie telling him that I like him and he rejected me lol this is crazy it’s only ugly niggas liking me why can’t I have a fine ass boyfriend. 😫😫 and it’s like no nigga wants be like do I have to change my hair up, get thicker or what I hate my nigga I wish I was never born.