I’m in a mentally n emotional abusive relationship, I can’t get out of I’m so disappointed in myself for dealing with this for so long I feel useless I just wanna end it all to get away from him . I just feel like lives not worth living if this is how I have to live . I feel like I disappointed everyone by lieing an saying he’s a good person and he’s wonderful to me he always thinks I’m cheating he checks me when I get home from work , he takes my phone away I’m just lost n my world is dark , I have two kids with him and those are my world but I just can’t anymore, I love w the person I want him to be not who he is .. it’s like it will never get better ...