Crushing Hard

Hi, I’m a 14 year old girl and I have a crush on a boy. I know crushes go away but I don’t think this one will for a while and honestly, I don’t want it to. I’m not a writer so this is a sorry for the crazy run on sentences. My best friend decided to tell him I like him and ask if he liked me back. His response was “no sorry”, the thing is I don’t think that’s true. I did some research which made my search history look like I was trying to seduce somebody. Apparently around 70% of the things listed in websites and videos he did to me.

When we first met it was in Science class and we sat next to each other. I couldn’t stop looking at his eyes when we had conversations. When our English class seats got switched we got sat right next to each other. I was honestly like “it’s destiny” but truly I had a feeling it was too good to be true. Let me list reasons why I think he’s denying his feelings, which I can relate to. He stares at me all the time, which I asked him about and he just changed the subject to what we were learning about. He teases me sometimes and it’s so annoying but then I look at him and can’t help but smile and laugh. A really weird thing that makes me think he likes me is that he asked me what my sexuality is and if I’m dating anybody. But the way how he asked was just peculiar and defensive. I have a guy best friend ( he’s gay ) and everybody thinks we are together because we talk a lot I guess. He just gave a really snarky stare at me like he was telling me to say “No I’m not saying anybody.” Which I did, I asked him and said “Not yet..” He does a bunch of other things but I don’t know if you all actually want to know cause there’s a lot. Thank you for reading my story, I just wanted to spread this and see if any of you woman, maybe men could give me some advice. Not to get him to like me but if and how I should try to move on. He’s really pretty,funny and his eyes are fabulous. It’s really not a big deal because it’s a crush it’ll go away soon, right?