If I’m being dramatic I’m sorry, but since we’ve started this quarantine my life has hit rock bottom.

So to start I’m in 6th year in Ireland, so now I’m out of school I don’t know whats happening with my leaving cert (final exam). Along with that I’m so upset that I’m missing out on my last year of school. I miss seeing my friends because we’re going to different colleges next year, also there is no hope of our graduation going ahead which I’ve been looking forward to for years so there’s that.

Also I turned 19 in March and couldn’t even celebrate. So that really just was awful.

So all this is awful and then as a cherry on top my bf decided to break up with me a few days ago. No reason just got board and doesn’t want to be with me. The sad bit about this is that before quarantine I was becoming really close with his friends so I feel like I’ve lost both him and them.

A byproduct of being sad and stressed is that I can’t eat so I’m after dropping 10 pounds and this mightn’t seem like a lot but I’m already very thin as it is so I just look sick now.

I’m just a mess and genuinely feel like I’m on the verge of actually breaking mentally.

I don’t k