I kinda don’t want to see my bf after lockdown

I’ve been with my man for 2 years and I’ve posted a bit about him before and this situation, I’m 8 and a half week pregnant and he was here the night the lockdown got announced and decided to do an hours drive home instead to ride it out there and leave me his pregnant gf here I’m my place. So anyway, last week he got locked out of his place (jackass lost his keys, like completely lost them) and I have a spare, so he drove to me and decided to stay the night despite me saying multiple times you can’t come and go bla bla bla but it was 11pm it was dark and the drive back to his house is a lot of old country back roads and it’s a horrible drive especially at night so I let him stay the night and the whole time he was here I was itching for him to leave like I could not wait. We went to bed and I was so restless and just wanted him to get out of my bed and move out of the way, I just didn’t want him there at all and he left next day with the spare keys and I haven’t saw him since which was like 6 days ago or something. So the lockdown has just been extended and he said he won’t be coming to me until it’s over when I’ll be around 11-12 weeks roughly and to be honest I felt such relief like I just don’t want to see him, he phones and I’m just like meh, like I’ve totally lost interest. I don’t know if it’s just because I’ve been on my own for weeks and I’m getting used to that again or what but the thought of him coming over now feels like an absolute chore. Not very sure what to take from it, maybe it’s me being alone again, maybe it’s him leaving me here pregnant so he can go sit in his place and do nothing, maybe it’s the pregnancy hormones making me a bit irritable I’m not sure but it’s super annoying to even think of him being next to me. Not rlly sure what I’m supposed to do, any ideas? Anyone feeling this way too ?