I know this will come off as whiny, but today I feel so sad. I honestly think it’s the pregnancy hormones since I’m usually very happy go lucky and a busy body. I also think it’s the quarantine and how I’ve just been inside (as have all of you). I guess that’s where the selfish part comes into play. I feel guilty over being sad that my first pregnancy is being affected by all of this. I feel guilty over being bummed that my graduation ceremony is cancelled and I won’t cross stage to receive my BA in Child Development that I worked so hard to earn. I miss work (I was a TA). This is the first time I complain about all this to anyone or even allow myself to feel sad about it, but I think my hormones are finally letting loose.

Watching the news definitely makes me worry for my parents and loved ones and for the little flower that’s blooming inside me.

I told my bf and he didn’t seem to understand or know what to say, which makes me feel kind of dumb about it all. I know I shouldn’t complain when people are in way worse situations right now.