Sad holidays

I grew up in a family where they never treat holidays like they are special but I’ve always loved them and wanted to do cute little holiday things for example dying Easter eggs. My boyfriend got me a kit to do together but he’s one of those people who gets mad at yells if ANYTHING goes wrong. So he forgot to buy something and I was kind of laughing having fun out of a bad situation and he yelled at me and it just ruined it for me. I feel like I never get that fun holiday experience anywhere I go and it makes me so sad. This boyfriend is serious but watching him be so mean on a holiday or something that is supposed to be fun is making it hard to see a future with him. I want a husband to do these cute things together and be happy with our kids and this just isn’t it :(