So I just found out the other night that my bf has been cheating on me with another girl. A girls initials he has a tattoo on his hand that he had lied about as well. He’s the guy that is always buying extra things and I seen he had another Apple Watch so I told him I wanted one and he said I can have it. It’s the newest version as well. Moving forward, I hadn’t seen him in a while because of this whole quarantine and we live like an hour distance. So I decided to visit him in the weekend because he was going through a friend loss. When I was leaving he gives me the Apple Watch to take with me. Of course I had never used one or nothing so when I got home so late and was in bed I decide to charge it so I can explore it. As I was trying to find out how to use it I press everything then I see there’s like a msg thing so I press it ......

I find a girls name. Same initials he has on his hand.

My heart dropped. And I press on it and I start to see how he’s been with her intimately and he’s told her he loves her and has send her money as well. I’m very independent and have a career and job I love so I never have depended on him for anything but that also hurt me, knowing he’s done probably more for her then me. I met the most important people in his life who he hasn’t took anyone but me and his first gf who isn’t this girl.

What hurt the most is to find out we had a beautiful thing and that all I read was fighting between them nothing special but sex and him begging her so much. I found out that while I was in his city so was she (she lives 5 hours away from him) and that as soon as I left he was calling her so much but she never called back or answered. I’ve been noticing that she’s been calling him as well the past hours etc.

I’m so hurt. He doesn’t know of this. And I wanted to know what I should do?

This week we supposed to fly to go to a funeral of a mutual friend that passed away to say our goodbyes and fly back immediately. He has no clue of this.

Also I have an upcoming appt to get checked because now I’m worried about my health.