I feel like i often get myself into many situations of being taken advantage of because i’m very nice and understanding and afraid of coming across as needy so i’m really chill and don’t bother him. But Sometimes it’s hard for me to realize i’m being stepped on i guess? So if anyone is out there i’d appreciate some advice or reassurance on something ._.

My newish boyfriend and I haven’t seen each other in a month bc of COVID. He’s been playing video games with his friends every single night until like 4am. We’ve communicated that i felt a little neglected and he has been better at texting me, but every night has been with his friends so far this week. This is fine with me, i’m doing some school work and doing my own thing. However, sometimes i do miss him and wanna do something with him but i leave him alone bc ik he’s having a good time. well tonight he asked to play a game with me and i said give me an hour to finish my school work and i can. he said okay! i kinda rushed my work so that i could finally play with him and when i texted him in an hour, i checked discord and saw he was back playing with his friends again. It’s been about an hour since we were supposed to play and idk what do y’all think? Is this something to even be upset over? i’m getting too tired to do anything now but it would’ve been nice. and also i feel like he’d just be playing out of pity... since ik he has tons of fun with his friends and also i absolutely SUCK at video games LOL.😖 he’s a really sweet guy, ik he doesn’t mean to hurt me,,,, should i just let this go? idk but how could he forget??? it was just an hour to wait. please tell me your thoughts. i don’t wanna be taken advantage of. 😣