Mommy rant

I’m feeling like such a bad mom right now. My baby had coughed and it sounded like croup so I processed to call his doctor. Luckily I got the cough on video so played it for her, during the call she asked to listen to him breath. She said “his breathing is sounding very labored, take him to the ER ASAP”. So that scared me, 1. I don’t want to bring him to the ER during this pandemic but 2. I don’t want to wait if it’s something serious going on. They said at the hospital everything about him is PERFECT. Now I’m just worried because we were just at the emergency room. UGH I just can’t win.