I feel like I haven't been able to enjoy this pregnancy at all. I'm healthy, baby is healthy, altogether I've had it very smoothly. I am grateful for that because I can't mentally handle any more. I've been dealing with crises in my personal life one after another, just a constant stream of stressful events back to back since the day I found out I was pregnant. I don't see it ending until he's born and I'm just bummed and frustrated this was yet another joyful experience that's been stolen from me.