Rejected again.

MaKayla • 28. Wife. Lakelyn Abigail 7/24/2018 Seanna Morrigan 09/26/2022 😍 Miscarried 6/20/17 & 8/30/21

I'm so sick of constantly being rejected sex from my husband. My heart seriously breaks a little every time he says no. We only have sex maybe once a month. I've tried talking to him. I've tried changing things up. Nothing works. I'm also bisexual and he only goes down on me once every couple YEARS. I tried getting him to have a woman come into the equation, but that was a no go (which I understand). I'm just so deprived and it's seriously making me become depressed. I'm a very sexual person and he's quite the opposite. I don't know what to do. I'm at the end of my rope. I seriously want to cry from just lack of everything intimacy wise.