So basicallly my bf goes back to work on Monday and I won’t be seeing him for three months. He’s been home for three weeks.

Because of this whole self isolation thing, we obviously don’t go out anywhere for me to dress up all cute. So I try to look cute almost every night instead of just wearing the same jumper and sweats that I wear during the day. I’ve recently been wearing this cute long sleeve top with booty shorts heaps but every time I wear them he doesn’t a say a thing. I guess what I’m wanting is for him to notice that I’m putting in effort and I want him to see that I’m looking sexy and for him to then initiate sex.

It seems as though if we do finally have sex it’s just in the morning with me on my stomach and him behind.. not seeing me, no eye contact NOTHING. He doesn’t try to pleasure me anymore, there’s no foreplay, he lasts enough seconds for him to cum and not me. Then straight after he’s done he goes into the lounge room..

Anyways, I tried to talk to him about it today and he just ended up having a go at me and telling me that I don’t ever put in effort and he’s never seen me in anything cheeky like I say I’ve been doing ...

Just hurts so much because I know that I genuinely have been trying. I just want him to notice me . Ughhh