Keep the FAITH...

Andreea

Hello ladies!I wanted to share my story with you to give some support and comfort because I know how hard it is to keep faith with your rainbow pregnancy.

I am curenttly 8 weeks pregnant with my second rainbow baby.My first beautiful rainbow is almost 4 now. I found out very early at 4 weeks, all good until a week later when I started having some brown discarge ,it was not much but it was consistant and of course i was so scared,I also had some bad cramping.I should also mention that I have a blood cloting disorder called Trombofilia so when I am pregnant I have to get a shot in my belly every day the whole pregnancy so no blood clots form,I misscaried 2 times because of it.

My first appointment was at almost 7 weeks ,I went in expecting the worst ,my doctor said I was at risk of misscaring again after he examined me and after he did the ultrasound he said the baby is there he has a tiny hearbeat but he is not sure that it will progres and he was measuring almost a week behind,and also I had 2 small hematomas on my uterus.He gave me a prescription and made me an appointment 2 weeks from then.

I was terrified,and of course the brown sppoting did not go away and one day turned red.I got out of bed and it just started to flow,went to the toilet and more came out, but that was it,after that only when I wiped it was something but not that red and after a few days it was gone completly,from time to time still some brownish but not as before.Of course I thought that was it and my baby was gone,I did not have painful cramps but I never did before when I misscaried.

The day of my appointment came and I was so scared I was shaking uncontrollably in front of my doctors office.I went in ,told him about the blood and he wanted to do an ultrasound right away.

When I saw that my rainbow was still there and saw his little heart beating I started crying.Doctor said everything looks fine ,he is now measuring perfect, heart beat great, and said what probably happend was that the hematoma is what caused the bleeding.I am still a high risk pregnancy due to my condition but for now everything looks ok,and I am going again at 12 weeks for my 1 Trimester Morphology Scan.

I am still scared that something will happen but I need to keep FAITH and belive that God has a plan for me and my family.

I know what you are going through but remember that not all cramping or blood or simptom is bad, I know is sooo hard but KEEP THE FAITH.I truly belive everything happens in it's time and our paths are already laid.

I pray for you and hope your Rainbows are ok and we all will get to meet them.

Lots of love.