I got my blood work back for my NIPT today. I'll start this with I'll love this baby no matter what it is or any conditions it does or doesn't have. It's my child and I will love and protect it for life.

With that being said Im experience a case of gender disappointment. I wanted a girl so bad so my daughter would have a sister. I wanted so badly to give her what she wanted. But I'm having my fourth boy.

I got so quiet on the phone the PA said its OK just breath. After I hung up I had a good cry and felt sorry for the fact I'll have to tell her she's not getting a sister again.

I know in the end she will be OK and I'll love this baby but right now I'm a little dissapointed.