I Don't Have It In Me

Ho

... not anymore. I've stressed, I've cried.. I've begged, I've explained..over and over again. I've never been in such a toxic relationship with anyone... This has killed the person I once was and I know that... I'm just tired now, I don't want to talk about it anymore. Sometimes.. most times, I wish it was all a dream , I want to wake up from this...