i’m still so mad

***UPDATE: i sent him a really long message explains how angry i was the bitch replied and said “i forgive you” like forgive me!?!? U CAUSED THIS

me and my ex broke up about 7-8 months ago because i was tired of settling for his controlling mom, him putting off going to the doctor for an issue that could effect the both of us, and his jealous ways. now i find that i can’t let anyone in or talk to nearly anyone because i’m still so angry that he allowed those things to come between us instead of fixing them. y’all pls just give me some encouraging words.