I want it so bad I just dont know how

Iv ate pussy before and absolutely loved it but i have never received. I've never done anything outside of that. I'm not sure if I'm bi or just horny but the thought of sex with another woman makes my pussy throb. I watch lesbian porn and omg I just really want to fuck a woman like fully pussy on pussy, double dildo or fuck u with a strap, cum on my face type of sex. Literally CRAVING the experience. but I don't know how to approach women. And when I do no one takes me seriously cause I'm a goofy person. How do I find somebody to experiment with. How do I talk to women