Trigger Warning !!

Today I got a negative pregnancy test, & I can’t believe I’m ecstatic!! (Let me explain) found out I was pregnant March 13th ! I was in between emotions at first because we weren’t trying & I was taking my BC literally everyday at 9 pm (I have an alarm set). I finally embraced it & called my OB & they told me they couldn’t get me in until April 17th 🤦🏾‍♀️ (Covid-19). So I started prenatals (this was my 3rd pregnancy so not my first rodeo) & started changing my diet & everything else. Started having cramps & brown discharge the very next week! It stopped so I proceeded with caution. Was due to go to work on March 28th, but I didn’t feel too right so I went to ER instead! Got diagnosed with a subchorionic hemorrhage & a low hcg of 2000+ at 6 weeks. Baby had a heartbeat of 121 though, so no one seemed worried. Had another bleed which they told me I would & got my hcg checked two more times in which they weren’t even becoming close to doubling! April 5th I told my husband I no longer felt pregnant & that I wanted to go to Dr. April 6th at 1:45 pm I had an ultrasound that confirmed no heartbeat, measuring 7 weeks 5 days, which meant my child died that morning. I grieved my baby (still grieving my baby) but was also anxious to try again! The miscarriage was medically induced with meds, & was confirmed complete with an ultrasound on April 13th !! She told me to expect hcg level to be at 0 in 3 weeks, but today! 3 days later, I got a negative pregnancy test 🤗, I have decided to wait at least another week, & then I am going to began ttc!

I am so sorry to all the other mommies that has experienced pregnancy loss! It is horrible & I am now apart of the group, & understand wholeheartedly what you all are going through! I pray for baby dust for myself & you all as well 😘