So today was probably the worse day od my entire life. I was diagnosed with hpv in November with countless abnormal Pap smears and biopsies and I’m always in pain to the point where I can’t move most days or even function. I’m miserable. I had to go for yet another biopsy today and I was sweating and Crying and asked him to stop because I was in so much pain. I feel traumatized. Anyone else feel this way. I almost feel suicidal because of this. The physical pain is debilitating and not knowing what’s gonna happen to me and feeling So invaded. I was like begging him to stop. I’m hurting so much.