TMI and just venting

I’m 35 weeks today and yesterday I had a bartholins cyst drained and I have to wear a balloon catheter for two weeks and I’m already so uncomfortable and now I can’t even wipe my ass properly and I feel so nasty. My belly is too big for me to see if I’m properly cleaning myself without tugging on the balloon and by the time it’s out I’m gonna be giving birth and my vag is gonna be torn up all over again and I’m just so distraught y’all I can’t even get laid 😂