Hi ladies first of all sorry to every single one of you for you lost.

On February i didn’t have my period at all so i did a home test and got positive soon after that i did a blood test to double check it and it was good i was happy because it was going to be my first pregnancy..... being new in this pregnancy world i went to check with my gp she ask to do the blood test just to check that everything was in order which it was, she also ask for an ultrasound to know the due date. As i went to do my first ultrasound at week 6ish they told me that the baby’s heart was very low and asked to do another hcg blood test to then find that it also was a lil low, two days after that hcg test i did another one and it went up but at the ultrasound they couldnt hear the baby’s heart an so at the ultrasound place they told me sorry you had a miscarriage it felt terrible i felt miserable and cry all day long after a few days i went back to my doctor and she ask to do the same procedure later on as she thought that it was too early and maybe the baby’s heart wasn’t develop enough so I patiently wait til i was 8 and half weeks to find the the baby heart was still low not much but it was low but my hcg was going up and down and my last ultrasound show just an empty sac.... i havent had any symptoms not bleeding or pains im just sooo confused knowing that there was a baby in the sac as it shows clearly on one of the ultrasounds to then see my last ultrasound with an empty sac no one seem to have an explanation of this more than its a weird an not common pregnancy.... at this time i still have no symptoms but the sac still inside me and not sure what to do just because i dont want to force my body to expelled the “baby” that i don’t know if i have or not for what i know a baby will stop growing but will not disappear....my doctor told me its a miscarriage but not knowing exactly its very frustrating as i feel NO pain or any type of blood and am entering what it supposed to be the 11 week if not 12 so i ask my doctor to do my very last hcg test and very last ultrasound which i will do in the coming week... but im hoping if anyone of you know a case like this one and could give me a sort of direction as this should be something happy and beautiful but instead its been just a nightmare going back and forward with people saying i got a baby then the next week i dont and so on... im anxious, angry because i dont know what to expect frustrated because i cant do anything about it and on top of it my husband isnt in the same country as he got stuck in other country because of covid-19....