I’ve been going through A LOT lately on top of this whole virus thing so my mental health is horrible to say at the least. I’ve been having suicidal thoughts, really bad anxiety attacks and even almost relapsed from self harm (been clean for almost 1 years in June). Today I got in an argument with my brother and told him that I would just commit suicide since nobody wanted me here anyway and he knew I was being serious but all he said was shut up you are being annoying. My mom overheard the conversation and just told us to stop arguing. This is why I feel like nobody wants me here because I have “jokingly” brought up self harm multiple times hoping that someone would notice and check on me Bc idk how to talk to my family about it but they just brush me off and tell me to be quiet. I don’t really know where to go about this whole thing Bc it happened a few minutes ago so I’m still shaken up about it but I just had to talk to someone about it and I can’t talk to my family about it because they quite clearly don’t care.