I just found out I’m pregnant again this evening. I have a 17 yr old and my other two are both three right now until June. I’m 39! 😆

I had an early miscarriage last year in August and I’d be due next month. 😞

So I’m really nervous to be pregnant again. I can’t deal with another loss. I’ve already had two.

So I’m 9dpo and my lower back already hurts and I have some cramping/pulling feeling already. I feel like it’s just too early for any of that. 😩 So of course I’m overthinking everything and thinking the worst.