Man I've liked for a year wasn't interested but I couldn't accept it! I wanted to at least try and be friends but he doesn't even want that. His alot older and I've only ever popped up to him once a month "I know how that sounds ha" but when he ignored me I had a go at him because I was just asking how he was during pandemic and I said personally I'd be flattered if I had someone asking how I was in a time like this then he apologized and basically told me what I wanted to hear. Sunday I asked him to call me after I told him my feelings for him. I've always popped up sporadically, he said he'd phone as soon as he got in. He never did. I know I won't hear from him again, even if he hasn't led me on he gives me hope when he says stuff like "you should come see me." Or "I've always liked you."

I don't hate him for not liking me back and I know it's my fault. People just lose interest sometimes but it's the way his gone about the whole thing.

His a head teacher so I know his trying to mediate me like one his students ha. How do i accept that fact that I'll never hear from him again, I grew attached to him unfortunately and when I get attached I carry it closely to my heart for years. Advice?