Depression & Anxiety

I feel so bad and sometimes I could just cry because of the way I look. I absolutely hate it. I’m scared my fiancé will leave me for someone who looks better. My breasts are small and shaped funny. My stomach overflows over my pants. I have stretch marks everywhere. I mean I did have a baby but never lost the baby weight. I don’t have tan long legs. I’m just short and plump. Please don’t be mean ladies. If I say anything around my parents “I want a pity party”. If I say anything to him it’s always “you’re beautiful and I’ll never leave you”.