My first time with him my husband gave me my first ogasm ever.

I had been sexualy active since about a month before I turned 19, I have a very high sex drive but I've never been a fan of mastubating, it can do enough to let me sleep some nights but I never actually got a full orgasm, and my partners had been less than satisfactory, all 8 of them before my hubby . At 21 (and a half) my husband and I finally got together, he (18)had been my bestfriend through several of my relationships and his and we knew just about everything about eachother, very open (and weirdly charged friendship, despite never having so much as a lingering touch or even a kiss, we just...vibed?) Anyways the day came and we had gotten very drunk the night before and ended up in a threesome with my female (19)other bestfriend, after bringing her over from out of state.

The two of us madeout a lot but he stayed as respectful and untouching as possible and sex happened between her and I, and him and her, but never my he and I directly.

The next morning we had to have a talk...to say the very least lol.

I had to go to work and so it had to wait a bit, but once we got home we sat down and talked like adults...and then we kissed, for the first Real time (because very very drunk did not count in our eyes...his more than mine lol)

Let me tell you...fireworks are real. It was my bestfriend, the person who had been there by my side for the last 18 months through everything and suddenly I was allowed to look at him with new eyes. I was allowed to want him, and it was so gental and yet so passionate... it was amazing.

That night after several long talks and tentative coupley things like cuddles and holding hands, all very awkwardly i might add, we were on my bed...talking, having our usual conversations about anything and everything...and it turned into kissing...and touching...and biting...two hours in it happened.

Now I'm not the girl who does this on the first date or even usually the first month. But with him it was different. He already knew me. And I already trusted him. And wanted him...God so badly, and i had never let myself have that desire before, and suddenly it was here. That day was my first ever orgasm. And it was slow sweet passionate touches and fingers brushed up against skin, teeth against skin, gasps and shudders and love that passed throughout every moment. I think that it might have been because we already loved eachother...and the second that switch flipped it enabled the love to shift to not just a live for the other person, but a deep connected passionate love that was the thing I'd always searched for but never thought real.

It might also have been our chemistry was just that perfect. Regardless though...

We've been married almost 4 months now...and we're still so very in love, he's my whole world.

I think I needed that personal connection, that trust, and feeling of love and desire for the other person for me to get to that point, because it has never failed since.

He's in the military now and when he's home we act like rabbits lol 3-5 times in a day sometimes, he's still the only thing I want.