So I'm about to turn 42, only been pregnant once 2 years ago, ended in an ectopic and only one tube which is clearly blocked. Not to mention I am single with no hope of that changing any time soon. I know I will never have a baby, but it doesn't stop me from Wanting and Wishing. I get on here all the time and I watch all of you ladies and your announcements and wonderful videos, and I always end up so depressed afterwards. Please dont get me wrong, i am so happy for all of you and wish you all the best, but I am also so very jealous. I know there are things that can be done to unblock my one tube, but I dont have the money for that, and I dont have a partner to make it possible either. My biggest fear in life is I am to grow old alone, with no children to take care of me when I will need it, and the story of me ends with me. A big peice of me died the day I lost my only baby. I've never been the same since.

Sorry ladies, dont mean to rant or bring anyone down, or play the victim stance; just feeling a little sad right now.