I'm over marriage

Totally bummed to say it but, for the first time in my life I was looking forward to getting married. The past few times I have said ANYTHING from the fact my mom just custom made a ring and is offering me the leftover diamonds,

all he has to pay for is the setting, he flipped out when I brought it up saying " he should when the time is right" ( side not he has HORRIBLE TASTE in gifts and what I would like and in my opinion if you are spending thousands of dollars on something I'm going to wear on my finger everyday I should probably like it), or I said something about a date I would like to be married and he shrugged and like mumbled under his breath. It's really disappointing that I was so excited for the first time in my life to be with someone forever and he has completely ruined it in every way 😔. So he is having it his way IF he brings it up again I am just going to shrug it off as well.....