I’ve decided about the time you current baby is around 8 months old you start getting baby fever...or is that just me? It happened with my first and it’s happing now. The only difference is I knew I wanted at least 2 kids the first time. Now I don’t know if I could handle 3 kids so Ive said I’m done. Lol but now I’m seeing babies everywhere and I kinda want one.but then I don’t. Lol 🤪

Part of my problem is I love babies and kids. I just don’t want to be overwhelmed and get kinda lazy like my mom...I’m the oldest of 5 and basically half razed my 2 youngest siblings. So even though I loved having a big family I’m worried I would become stressed out and have a short temper all the time if I had a lot of kids and no sleep. Lol

also we have 2 girls and not saying that’s a bad thing my husband and I are very happy and we love them both dearly. But part of me does feel a lil bad that my husband doesn’t get a son...and I would have liked one too. And the likely hood of not keeping our last name going is a lil sad too. And many other reasons I keep flip flopping But idk this is how my brain works...all over the place! Lol

I also had a dream last night that I was pregnant and it freaked me out lol so am I the only one out there that is crazy?!